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The BoyBoy

He ish some1 hu ish alwae alone...
alone in the darkx darkx worldx of moii
he was bought to this place on 31st may
he has alr been in his dark world for 15 yrs
he loves his friens more den anything...
sometimes he can be berii emotional
lyks to hab loads of freedom
he iSh nEba LovEd
alwaE walking in his dark path...alOnely
haS been HopIng to fiNd hiS ligHt of hOpe
cAn haV beRii fAsT mOodswIngS
cAn bE an aNgel at tyMes...cAn be a dEviL at tymES
n euu can noe him through his dark mail
which ish limyw1@hotmail.com

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A story of a boii hu c no light
a boii hu never loves a fight
bt in his dark n lonely world
he ish alwae in a twirl

jus b4 e nite went dark
he had always wish for a hug
from some1 hu he reali love
bt all he found are jus his cut

w8ing 4 a rite gal jus 4 him
bt all this are jus a dream
when he woke up all were gone
for he will nb fulfill his wish

in his dark n lonely world
when loneliness were all over
nb be happy again
as all the happiness ish covered
rEaLii tIrEd oF liFe...tEars ArE sAltY in m0ii moUth
Em0 lOvEs<33

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[]biCker-iNg
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[]all of euu!!!


!!Em0 s0nG!!



!!Em0 ShOuTs!!




Throw Your Love

Photobucket [+]alicia^^-Precious dear dear!
[+]alison^^-wgps'06
[+]alvin^^-6b'04
[+]adraiin^^-1e2"07 aka audi pr0
[+]aMelia^^-1e2'07
[+]angela^^-1e2'07
[+]anna^^
[+]janett^^-wgps'06
[+]jAsmine^^-angela de godsis
[+]f00aik-badminton junior'07
[+]jengila^^-1e2'07 aka xiiaomei
[+]jia ying-1e2'07 aka audi pr0
[+]junhong-1e2'07 aka shUaiix Ge!
[+]kAhyAn-6b'04 aka "qinaide"=X
[+]kAifeng-1e2'07 aka audi pr0
[+]kaisong-aka ahGong
[+]kelly^^-a gal hu alwae punch moii tummy
[+]lily^^-3e3'07 aka mAngali
[+]litIng^^-1e2'07 aka pinky
[+]QingHui-6b'04 aka gan jie
[+]seeyin^^-sis
[+]sihan^^-1e2'07
[+]Su Rui^^-wgps'06
[+]Su Wei^^-wgps'06
[+]sui chyuen^^-badminton active cute junior=X
[+]xinhua^^-wgps'06
[+]yarlee^^- blogskins creator


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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

OMG OMG OMG!!! WO DE TIAN!!!
nearly forgortten sia!!! 2dae ish jiaying de b'dae!!!
let sing bdae song for her!!!

Happy b'dae to euu!!!
Happy b'dae to euu!!!
Happy b'dae to jiaying!!!
Happy b'dae to euu!!!

hahas you da yi shui le wor??? yao more guai le wor=x
hahas n may all ur wishes come true k!!!
stars bless euu!!!


lalala 10:13 PM



hahas so long nb update le!!! yawns yawns!!!
hahas 2dae was sho tired nahhs!!! cuz ytd hen late slp norhhs=X
den slp in english class 2dae ehs...iii haben slp norhhs
onli close eyes nia jiu thio scolded le!!! sobbs!!!TT
misunderstanding...rahhs!!! nbm nahhs
2dae actually wan go bugis wib jason n kaifeng to buy jason de new yr shirt
cuz jason nid miie to help him choose his new shirt...cuz ii hab good taste for shirt!!!
rahhs!! hahas nortt boasting hor!!! jk de nahhs
bt in end??? his mum sae 2dae eat tuan yuan fan...sho stupid can??!?!!
still so early eaat wad tuan yuan fan sia...haiyos
ii was lyk sho frustrated...den miie n kaifeng jiu go bedok instead
cuz ii nid go meet xDancergalx mahs...hahas..she wan gib miie chocolate
hahas...den later went to simei dere de shoppin walk walk
hahas went dere ate a set of black pepper chicken wib rice
kaifeng oso ate e same de set...hahas!!!
den later ii went to buy red hair spray for new yr de!!!
actually wan dye de but sch sure dun let
so no choice..bought a small bottle
den ii wan ask kaifeng help miie try norhhs...
den he go spray a small circle patch on moii back of moii hair nahhs
den ish lyk OMG!!! so stupid...
den ii try go alter...hahas bt still guai norhhs
nbm...next tyme spray infront jiu can le!!!
hahas new yr coming le wor!!! good luck all!!!


lalala 9:58 PM


Wednesday, January 23, 2008

OMG!!! hao lei arhs!!! yao suan bei tong...
pain pain nahhs!!! any1 can sayang miie???
no la jkjk de nahhs...badminton tournament 2dae was a close shave
nearly lost norhhs...by a margin of 1 round
hehex...pro bahs...
n hor belveder euu next tyme better do ur hmewk hor!!!
euu our star player ehs!!! cannt dun plae ehs!!!
muz help our team win k!!!
badminton every1 jiayous k!!!


lalala 10:34 PM


Thursday, January 17, 2008

yawns yawns!!! 2dae ish lei de and suay de!!!=[
ermm wwake at 5am ehs...den ii lazy wake up so ii lai chuan till 615=X
den moii mum hit moii leg to wake miie up.."Ouch!"
haiyos is use hand de so nbm=D
bt ii m guaii de!!! cuz ii nb late ehs...xDD
e bus was so so damn crowded can!! rahhs!!!
dun reali lyk to take 185 le ehs...bt no choice
cuz if nortt ii will late de...den nid c OM de lian se...OMG!!!
he so so fierce><>
ermm 2dae sch was quite normal norhhs...in class berii wad ehs
moii class most ppl ish doin e papercut ehs
den ii oso help...good bahs=D
bt hor...ii keep cut dao zhi ji de finger ehs=X
"Ouch!!" TONG TONG nahhs!!! sobbs!!!
bt nbm cuz ii guy mahs...bleahs=P
den after sch intend to go support e "b division gals" de tournament de
bt ii stay back in sch to help in e house practise...
c ii ish good de!!! n oso guaii de!!! ii m ggg...
ggg stands for good guaii guy...!!!=P
haiish tired tired tired!!! tournament coming le ehs!!!
all badminton players jiayous k!!! go go!!!
hahas kkies nahhs no mood 2dae norhhs...
sobbs!!! TT...haiish kkies nahhs gtg le la..
cya all!!!=D


lalala 10:15 PM


Monday, January 14, 2008

wad happen to e boy after wad kaifeng sae???
let miie continue e story...although e boy's memoriex came back
it bought him pain n sadness...seein that everything he once hab was gone, his teaars dripped again...this tyme, reflecting his watery eyes
showing e happiness he once hab...he regretted that e soup spell had broken, he saw that fate has make him gave in
he hated fate...he hated destiny...both of them hab him lose everthing he once hab, caused his dreams to shattered
made him shed tears all nite, deepen his scars when he cried
although the boy world wad brighten again, he knew that it was jus a dream, a dream that will nb last long
he waken from that dream, realising that his world nb changed
it ish still as dark as before...he ish still as lonely as before
it ask a question, a question which everyone should oso think
hu ish e person euu will first think of when euu felt lonely??
hu ish e person euu will first think of when euu wanted a shoulder to cry on, to lean on??? a shoulder that will also be dere for euu???
many people asked the boy this question, and he hab a ans in his harttx, he reali reali wished all this loneliness will be broken by her...
hoping that all this will end once she appeared...reali reali hope to
his smile faded once e witch appear again...his tears were seen in his eyes
the witch asked him a question that reali stopped his harttxbeat
wad ish e scariest things in life??? let miie tell all of euu...
e scariest thing in life ish to lose some1 euu love n to part from those euu loved
the witch den asked him another question...have all of euu tot of death
e boy shocked n tears finally dropped when he tot of wad e witch had sae
he felt even lonely, even scared den b4...fearing that one dae he will also leave
this world...parting from everyone he once loved...forever n forever!
the witch den make the boy saw wad will happen to him when he dies
e images made him scared...make him wanted to stay in a corner of his own, staying in the dark world of his own.
e boy urged everyone out dere...to treasure some1 euu all love
dun be afraid to love...and make ur memories a nice one
as for the boy...wad will happened in the future???
wad will happen in his dark lonely world???


lalala 8:16 PM


Sunday, January 13, 2008

Long long ago, dere ish a lonely boy in a world of his own
alwae bringing a face without a smile around
he ish alwae walking in a world without hope
alwae hoping for someone will be able to share all his joy n sorrows
one dae, he fell down when he sky turned dark
tears dripped from his watery eyes...when he saw his scars
the scars that are visual to his eyes
bt wad reali hurt him most ish e scars in his harttx
the scars that will never never heal even if the tyme passes
it will nb nb heal...nb nb heal
once missed something or someone...e will nb be back
nb nb be back...regretts wiill onli deepen his scars
that nite a star shines in his dark dark sky
when he was sitting down in his rocking chair...
the star was shiining bright and it ish the most shining star
that he had saw...he make a wish...a wish that was shattered long ago
that him bring back his memoriex...a tyme when he was once happy
he make a promise to his friens...a promise that all of them kept
dey will hab go on deir on wae n grow up on their own
once let go of the tyme euu will happy...will euu regret???
he once regretted n deep...nb forget the daes...
he nb slp well that nite...singing a tune which bring tears to the eyes
he jus lie on his bed n thinking of how his future may look
bt all e images faded...faded as his sky gortt darker
imaging how e world mayb when he ish gone..
he was lyk a lost kid hu dunno whr to go...hoping one dae some1
may bring him back to e ritt path...a path which will bring smile to
his sadden face again...a face which nb holds a smile
he ish a forgortten frien hu ish alwae helpin others
he secretly put all his happy memoriex in his pocket
hoping that all that wun be gone...n will alwae be wif him
bt one dark dark dae...a witch came and make him drrank a soup
a soup which no1 would wan to drink...a soup which make him forget
everyything, everything indeed. He searched his pocket for all his
memoriex which he kept...bt he found nth bt pieces n pieces of broken memoriex
he feelings are alwae flying in the sky after that day
n he became fearful of the dark...n will became cold n lonely once e wind blows
he ish afraid of the feeling of loneliness...a feeling that every1 ish afraid of
bt he noes the sky will turn dark, ppeople will change...no1 will be able to be wib
hu alwae, he noes everyone will hab to taste e feaar loneliness
he ish alwae wondering hu will be able to share his every joy n pain
once he ish living a side of e world where there ish onli a moment of light
a world whr euu cann onli look to e north of e earth...waiting
for e north star to bring him back to a world he wished...
hoping that the people of this world will look at him again
bt the world he ish living ish a world which every1 detest
a world which e darkness will rule once it ish noon
although he ish facing e world...no1 ish able to c his face...his teary looks
wad will be precious in his world when dere was no euu...
thinking has became misses...heart touched has became heartbreak
alwae thinking wad ish forever...wad ish forever
he dunno how to pass his every nite...wad to do when e dae has fallen
will he be happpy when dere ish no1 in this world..he noes e ans...NO
he ish tryin berii hard to prevent his tears from drippin down
he doesnt want to avoid anything in his life...wanted to shout everything out
bt was stopped by obstacles..he notices many friens hab left him when e sky darken
saw them walking freely without him...freely without him
will all of euu misses some1 lyk he do??? thinking thinking
e sky turns cold...he ish afraid of breathing alone
wind blows n hhe notices some1...bt was gone when he blinked
no matter how thick clothings he wore...he ish still cold in his heart
he doesnt want to be a monster....doesnt wan to be cold blooded
his side without euu...ish jus lyk a empty memoriex
he ish afraid of bringin up the past...becos he noes it ish gonna hurt
do all of eu think that toos??
even if e world ish going to an end...will all of euu gib up???


lalala 1:20 PM


Thursday, January 10, 2008

hmmm...this few daes reali bad wor
ii hab been in a bad bad mood=[
n ii noe ii hab became a changed person le...
changed to a person who no1 will lyk le
became a monster hu will anyhow fa pi qi
anyhow hab moodswings...n became more quiet le
haiish cuz mayb ish ii hab too much da ji this yr le bahs
so sry all!!! esp angela,kaifeng,jengila,jason,jiaying,sihan
so sry all!!! reali sry!!! ii noe ii m changed le
ii knew it...plss plss plss gib miie tyme to change back to
my normal self...cuz ii will realli realli tried to de!!!
ii will de!!! muz believe in miie k...euu all r still moi dearest friens
esp kf n jen!!! so sry so sry 2dae!!!=[
reali sry...ii hab reali done smth ii will regret for life le
ii reali hab...so scared to be alone...so scared to be alone!!!
pls dun leave miie in e dark pls!!!!


lalala 8:26 PM


Monday, January 7, 2008

yoyo!!! backies!!! now moii blog has a new look le bahs=D
haha! change blogskin le!!! had a hard hard tyme findin de ehs><
nice mahs??? all e extra thingies ish i put de
sho may abit guaiguai lorhs=X hahas!!!
ii hen long hen long nb changed skin le
so 2dae changed 1=]
hope after ii change skin all of euu will come often bahs
=D smiles alwae every1!!!!


lalala 11:01 PM


Saturday, January 5, 2008

yoyo!!! backkies every1!!! 2dae ish good...euu all noe y???
cus ish saturdae!!! no sku...hurray
btw ii jus bought a skinny jeans 2dae...can all pls
leave comment lyk last tyme???
jus leave them in moii tagbox can le...
cus first tyme wearing skinny de long pants=X
thnks all!!! gtg!!!







lalala 7:35 PM


Wednesday, January 2, 2008

haiish...2dae sch reopen le sux!!!
euu noe!!! it sux!!! cuz euu all noe wad?!?!
ii thio suspended!!! jus becox of??? jus becox of moii hair too long
thio suspend 1 whole dae!!! cant go study ehs..sobbsTT
den ii go cut moii fringe ehs!!! den ish lyk OMG!!!!
cut till damn shortt ehs!!!! hao nan kan ehs!!! sobbs!!!
2dae was moii unlucky la!!!!

y dun all of euu jus believe miie?!?!!?!
y !!! sho unfair to miie!!!!


lalala 9:16 PM